So the S-- Category doesn't get any love. Questions...

[fezzmo]

Im a 27 year old male, semi, secretive goth? I have a few conflicting issues such as.

I adore and love goth girls, i think they are the most beautiful creatures ive ever seen, Its very hard for me to find one because im just experimenting with my gothic side and they never see me as such. Im very into dominant women, just something im into, once again i can't find any, tried, don't know where to look i guess, should i give up on this am i too late for this scene? I would love nothing more to be with a dark gothic girl for the rest of my life and let her know how accepted she can be with me. I guess more of a rant, any imput?